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peace and blessings,
Tuesday i found out that my cousin/sister in Chicago had lost her unborn child (she was 7 months pregnant). She called the house at 3 in morning after going to the hospital because the baby hadnt moved for some time. Once she was seen by the doctors, she was told they couldnt find the baby's heartbeat. This would have been my cousin's second child.
yesterday, she went to the hospital so that the baby(a boy)could be removed.
not only is she my cousin, but she is also my best friend. we have been through sooooo much shyt together and are the keepers of each others secrets. she is the one person that i can tell anything to without her thinking any different of me. hell, i missed her wedding (that i was suppose to have been in)during the "lost" period of my life and all SHE was worried about was ME! she is more like a sister than a cousin
right now, i dont know what to say to her to help ease the pain. i know this is hurting her more than she is letting on. if this had been earlier in the pregnancy, i dont think it would have been AS bad but 7 months in......thats rough! im at a loss for words. i just want to cry for her, Darrell (her husband) and the unborn child (his name would have been Terrell). i want to cry for my deceased son(Christopher). i just want to cry. here i was thinking how fucked up me life is...and the Creator goes and slaps me with reality.
Im asking everyone(i dont care about your religious belief)to pray for my cousin her husband, unborn son and our family during this time.
as always in parting....i say to you:
ONELOVE
4 Hit Me.
Consider it done.
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